the optimistic pessimist

supposedly an adult, she thinks like an adult (too much, if you ask me). deep inside, she is nothing but a little girl, with her little lofty dreams and ideals. and oops, she is breaking them, one by one.
more often than not, she is just an angsty emo kid.
she is only but
a passer-by,
an onlooker,
a walking shadow.

and this girl can't stop writing.

she stalks

she watches on

she holds on

she never gets

永远不会交的功课 || 永远不会实现的愿望
|| you ||

she thanks

Designer : Wei Jun
Brushes : Deviantart - Spy Glass

It's a damn cold night...

Forgiving is love's toughest work, and love's biggest risk. To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you.

いつか失ってしまうのかな。薄れてゆく笑顔と君を守りたい。 -- D-technolife

If fate is a wheel, then we are the sand that is crushed between the cogs.

Don't judge a life by one difficult season.

独自并不代表孤单，在一群人中狂笑着有时更寂寞。 -- 吴庆康

At times it may not even seem rational, but the heart has a computing ability that is far more accurate and far more precise than anything within the limits of rational thought. -- Deepak Chopra

于是我让孤独更孤独，有一种不是悲伤的悲伤，才是刻骨铭心的悲伤。

Grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love. -- St Francis.

People's actions are influenced by their expectations. People respond not just to what is happening now, but to what they anticipate will happen in the future. -- Sloman

不管你会不会忘了我，我只想告诉你一个秘密。 --《不能说的·秘密》

Every action generates a force of energy that returns to us in like kind. -- Deepak Chopra

The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death but when I stand in front of you yet you don't know that I love you. -- Tagore

Do do not worry about tomorrow; it will have enough worries of its own. There is no need to add to the troubles each day brings. -- Matt 6:34

まだ不器用に笑うね まだ悲しみが似合うから キミに降る痛みを 拭ってあげたい すべて I for you -- I For You

the optimistic pessimist

she stalks

she watches on

Others desire to experience the blessedness of giving, but we often frustrate them by refusing their help.

“你有心事吗？” “或许有一天，我会告诉你吧。” --《不能说的·秘密》

she holds on

Memories were also a way of looking in a mirror, but it was a jagged mirror of broken glass, one that cast imperfect reflections. Like shards, these memories drew blood.

she never gets

永远不会交的功课 || 永远不会实现的愿望|| you ||

she thanks

Designer : Wei Jun Brushes : Deviantart - Spy Glass

Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. Hebrews 11:1

いつか失ってしまうのかな。薄れてゆく笑顔と君を守りたい。
-- D-technolife

独自并不代表孤单，在一群人中狂笑着有时更寂寞。
-- 吴庆康

At times it may not even seem rational, but the heart has a computing ability that is far more accurate and far more precise than anything within the limits of rational thought.
-- Deepak Chopra

Grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love.
-- St Francis.

People's actions are influenced by their expectations. People respond not just to what is happening now, but to what they anticipate will happen in the future.
-- Sloman

不管你会不会忘了我，我只想告诉你一个秘密。
--《不能说的·秘密》

Every action generates a force of energy that returns to us in like kind.
-- Deepak Chopra

The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death but when I stand in front of you yet you don't know that I love you.
-- Tagore

Do do not worry about tomorrow; it will have enough worries of its own. There is no need to add to the troubles each day brings.
-- Matt 6:34

まだ不器用に笑うねまだ悲しみが似合うから
キミに降る痛みを拭ってあげたいすべて I for you
-- I For You

“你有心事吗？”
“或许有一天，我会告诉你吧。”
--《不能说的·秘密》

　Memories were also a way of looking in a mirror, but it was a jagged mirror of broken glass, one that cast imperfect reflections. Like shards, these memories drew blood.

永远不会交的功课 || 永远不会实现的愿望
|| you ||

Designer : Wei Jun
Brushes : Deviantart - Spy Glass

Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
Hebrews 11:1